I wish I could...

One pill, and second, and third… until I forget… until I stop feeling… I cannot take it any more… the desire for you is stronger than me… I cannot stop wanting you… wanting the whole of you… your lips, your eyes, your body, your heart, your soul…. I want all of you… I want you just for myself… I want you to be mine… you are the center of my world… if I stop believing in you, I stop believing in the sense of life… if I stop wanting you, there would be nothing else to want…

How you can look into my eyes and not see it… how you can touch the tears and not realize they are all for you… because I am affright… I am so much affright of loosing you…

It’s not that I cannot forget you… I guess I can… I never tried… but the moment I forget you… the moment I stop loving you… the moment I separate you from my life… the moment you stop existing, would be the moment my soul will die… I simply need you to keep myself alive…

Is it a life with no smiles, no sense, no love…

Is it a life with pain, tears, darkness and cold…

In life there is one first love… one perfect prince… one everlasting desire…
I cannot live with substitutes….if you can… it’s a matter of choice…I made mine… long time ago… and you never believed… you never believed YOU could be my choice… you never believed you are the one my heart is chasing… you are the one that can be THE ONE…

My love is not enough… it seems I cannot be that good for you… it seems I cannot mean to you all the things you mean to me…  

P.S.:  I wish I could…