It’s never been real…

I’ve wanted and I’ve been wanted…
Too many emotions… too many feelings.. too much desire…
Too many sleepless nights… too many illusions…
I’ve been from the both sides…
No matter where… it always ends with pain…
It hurts when you are hurt… It hurts when you hurt…
Some people call this love…
There is no love when there is no one to love… And… There is no love when there is no one to love you…
It’s either both or nothing…
I want it real…
There would be me wanting you and you wanting me!
No more illusions…
Feeling… at one and the same time…
             … for and from one and the same person…
I don’t know when…
To tell you the truth i am not in a hurry…

P.S. Wanting nothing more but the real thing…