Time answers all questions

She opened her eyes. Darkness. Cold. Loneliness. She hated it.
She closed her eyes. However, she could still feel the darkness, and cold, and loneliness. They were there.
Four o’clock in the morning. Why she was not sleeping? She was supposed to be sleeping. Even in the evening she couldn’t rest in peace. She was trembling. She had an awful headache. She looked in the darkness. She stood up and went in front of the mirror. She started doing her hair and heard his voice: “You look amazing.”
So simple words… said so long ago… she remembered them so well… said from the person she loved most… said from the person she wanted so badly… she knew she would do anything for him… she wished he had known it as well…
He didn’t seem to know... and that thought was killing her… that thought was bringing darkness, and cold, and loneliness in her life…
She put a light jacket and went out. It was quiet. She could see the stars on the sky… she remembered once in a quiet night like this… with almost the same sky… and stars… him and her walking together… hand in hand…
How could one forget a night like that… how could one forget the touch of the warm hand… the feeling of completeness… the feeling of perfection…

A one-way ticket and she could have it all again…

She sat on a bench… she was thinking… however, it was difficult to think… she was confused…
She believed in something… something different from what he believed in…
She felt something… something different from what he was feeling…
It was obvious they were living in different worlds… was it possible these two worlds to merge in one…

She went back home and lied in the bed. Two pills and she felt asleep. She wanted to forget. To stop the pain. To kill her dreams and to believe that they never existed. It was difficult to dream about a person who was telling you that dreams were coming true only in the naïve fairy-tails, wasn’t it?
So… she found a way to forget… but for how long… for a couple of hours…three… four… and after that to start everything again…
She really didn’t know for how long this could last… she didn’t know was she strong enough to keep on believing… to keep on believing in the impossible… as he would have called it…
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Let’s see…
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Time answers all questions…